July 8, 2006

• Gosh its almost a month - I should feel bad about not being on - but amazingly I have been way too busy to have those 'old' feelings lately.

  
  

  I took a nice trip to Pittsburgh with Mikie - we took in wrestling of course and a ballgame and hanging in the pool - and just sightseeing .. we had a great time - it was a vacation we REALLY needed - we need more.

  
  

  I have been working with my healing friend and will be traveling a bit and thats a nice thing .. I am learning a new modality of healing - actually two of them and I will eventually get them done LOL .. I am not worried - everything in its time ! I so look forward to traveling and making new friends of like mind and vibration... its MY time now !

  
  

  I am really very happy in my new home- the neighborhood is - well so so - but my home is sweet and has the wonderful porch - we had to put some AC's in though  - this being the middle of the island - there is NO relief .. so it helps .. its not great - but it helps a lot . Yes there is work to be done .. I still have not organized my office - and I have a whole healing room and photography room to arrange.. I just run out of time.. its a lot of extra work - owning two homes again .. but its fine - its meant to be.. and I am coping the best I can. My wish is to manifest enough incomes so that I can hire help for myself so its not all on my shoulders. I see it coming in about a year ..

  
  

  We went to see Pirates of the Carribean 2 - and well - eh .. LOLOL Johnny Depp is cuter than cute but he needs a serious bath - I dig the eyeliner though LOLOLOL .. basically the effects were a bit to gross for me .. I had to close my eyes a lot ! I liked the first one a lot better and I don't know what it is about that chick thats annoying -but basically in my opinion - shes so so ...

  
  

  Last week before I went away - I had my sisterhood friends out east with me - and we went to Montauk point - I have to tell you .. if there is or was a project out there - I cannot feel it - and I can feel alot .. I am really very much a sensitive.. I did feel watched though and felt some strange physical sensations that I attribute to the passing of the people who were once there when the great flood and cataclysm hit Atlantis - I am of the belief that the eastern ends of the Island here - were once part of Atlantis and still carry an energy of that time - way down deep and in layers I cannot perceive a lot - but the women I was with - could - they said it is paradise and beautiful in other realms .. Everything that surrounds us has infinite possibilities of realities .. that is the coolest thing ...:) .. SO we had a great time - the surf is beautiful - You can walk most of the Camp Hero grounds now - and well .. I will be going back ....

  
  

  The house out east is lovely - sadness though - we lost a kitty while we were away - my mom was out there and found him and buried him - she said it looked as he was hit by a car .. he was sweet his name was Tick .. he was feral - but he let us pet him - and we grew fond of him - as all of them .. he was and is a beautiful soul and he was only about 3 years old .. I cried my eyes out I swear - I could feel not only his sadness and confusion - but also the sadness and confusion of his friends who were looking for him .. He is there in spirit form and hes bewildered .. so of course I have asked St Francis for help taking him to the light so he can rest - once he has gone - he can come back anytime ...

  
  

  We also lost a cat where we moved to .. its a very odd thing .. he hung out in the driveway - he really did not venture out of the yard .. My boy watched the squirrels and minded his own business and being an older cat was very content to just be on his own and lay around the house. Well one morning he was on the bed with us and by that evening he was gone .. My thought and feeling is that the asshole - pardon me, who lives across the street - who lets his dogs run with no tags no collars anything - let his dogs out and they scared my cat away. He has not been back - it has been 5 weeks - we put flyers in all the mailboxes and have been to the shelter .. to no avail .. I pray someone took him in and is being kind to him. I have asked several friends who are - for lack of  a better description psychic and they all feel he is close by - having fun - I walk the dogs every night and call for him and pray that he finds me - but hes gone. I loved him - he was one of my favorites.. beautiful and sweet and gentle and kind.

  
  

  Since he dissapeared - my daughter came home with a tiny orange fluffy tabby who was left in a crate outside the drug store in town ... she called me and said Mommy - hes so young - I said bring him home .. he's already one of the gang - she named him Simba - he is sweet ..

  
  

  Out east - a cat found us at the house .. shes a big beautiful house cat .. so shes in the house, made herself at home - we go feed her and the others every day.. shes beautiful and tame. I put up her picture and a poster that said Found Kitty .. but no takers..

  
  

  I just wish people would spay their kitties - it is so hard to lose them and see them hit by cars .. and we can only take so many ... it doesn't cost much to spay them here - we have a good clinic that is inexpensive. For what people would spend on shoes and a handbag you could have one cat spayed and have shots... its a small sacrifice to make to be good to an innocent animal.   I have to say - my cats bring me such joy .. I love them .. they love me - I sing to them - I talk to them .. when I moved out east and all my friends deserted me .. they kept me company .. they got me through it - They are my friends and my heart ... I love them so very much ...:)

  
  

  I am still taking hundreds of pictures I LOVE taking them and I always carry my camera .. I seem to see things others may not..I suppose I am gifted - people tell me I am - and I do believe I have a good eye. .. When we went to wrestling it gave me a chance to photograph the wrestlers in action - something different .. and also to play with some lights at night.. it is fun to create art forms with the camera .. I love it - I am painting with light .. whats next you know !!

  
  

  SO that in a nutshell is my update .. I am furiously busy and thats a good thing for me .. I do better busy - I have learned to detach and center so I am handling it much better

  
  

  the diabetes .. what can I say .. it is what it is - I have good days mostly good days - I am having trouble losing the weight . I am not letting it get me crazy and sometimes I just eat what I want to eat .. But for the most part I am really very mindful and learning every day - I refuse to get 'caught up'

  
  

  I am really okay .. and happy ...

  
  

  Love to all xoxooxoxoo C xoxoxoxxo

  
  

  

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