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Name: Carolyn
State: New York
Metro: Long Island


Interests: Loving my Family and Friends , Music, singing, healing, reading, making candles, soaps and jewelry , nature, the ocean, writing, working with herbs, metaphysics and learning more about it, helping those less fortunate than myself :)
Expertise: whos an expert at anything - really now ?? LOL !!


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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Currently
An Honest Mistake
By Bravery
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Things to be Thankful For

candleglow Happy Thanksgiving ..... to all ..

I cannot believe it has been since August that I have been on here and had time to write. I almost logged on during the week I took off in October - but got busy doing some genealogy .. and that - as they say - was that !! Ialso got the chance to do some organization in my house - but I have much more to do !..

Work is busy all the time and I often come home really tired.  I did get a promotion I now run the room I have been working in and I love it. There are times when if you are going to do the bulk of the work - you may as well get paid for it. I also have many ideas I want to eventually incorporate into the room. It is not easy because the people I help take care of need total care.. but I love that aspect of my work.

I am so grateful to have been given the opportunity to work with such beautiful souls... I am humbled by their presence each and every day I interact with them and I love them so very much ...

For the friends I have made here through the years .. I wish you ;

Very Happy Thanksgiving..... May Much Abundance Flow Into Each of Your Lives...

I do hope to be able to get back here and visit my friends from time time and do some writing and post pictures.. I do so miss being able to express myself here on a regular basis... but I have many things on my plate now and just so happy to have gotten here tonight !!!

love to all xooxxoxoxoxoxo c


Sunday, August 17, 2008

Currently Listening
Songs from a Secret Garden
By Secret Garden
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Looking for ME

Hello All .. I have been busy at work and home and taking pictures and traveling a bit .. and a bit of looking for me LOL

Since I began working full time I have to really work at carving out the time to do the things that make up who I am .. my photos, my creating things - jewelry and such  and exploring the back roads .. not to mention keep the house sort of clean .. that one is not going so well ..

I just took two days off to visit my friend and teacher in Jersey.I wish I could have stayed longer.  I got to relax and really unplug, something I have needed to do for a year ! I have time coming in October also .. I just might get in the car with the cameras and just explore. I need to feel free again .. I so miss that time in my life !

Other than that I love my job - I love playing with my classroom of disabled adults, I only wish I made the money I deserve to make..... but sadly in this world, those of us who care for these people are way underpaid - such a shame.

Most things in this world are  out of balance and I pray that the scales begin to tip soon .. I am tired of the way it currently is ... society as a whole has it's focus on the wrong aspects of life and it's a shame because I look at these people I care for =  who are in wheelchairs and cannot speak.

They share such love and joy and wish they could have been born with the bodies of those people who are totally wasting the ones they have.

*sigh*

I am sending love and hugs to all and hope to get here more often in the future ... but If I cannot I do think of my friends here and send love to all ...

xoxoxo carolyn xoxoxoxoo

 

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Sunday, June 08, 2008

Currently Reading
Atlas Shrugged
By Ayn Rand
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It is nice to hear from my old friends

One of the best things about me blabbing on and on .. here on this blog is that people actually come to see if I am here... Love and Hugs to ALL who have come by to say hello while I have been away settling into my latest journey. One thing I can say, since about 1995 or so my life has never been dull !

 One of my favorite things to blog about is where I live and things I have learned about and places I have seen and taken pictures of. There are places on Long Island that people do not even know about. It is my duty to set out and find those places and take pictures . I love Long Island, but there is so little of it left to nature these days. Even with this awful economy and foreclosures all around us here, new developments keep springing up all over the place. It is money madness and with gas prices the way they are headed, I do not see people any longer willing to commute as far as they have been.  Still Long Island as expensive as it is .. is a sort of paradise. I love living here, there are a few other places I might live, one being the Jersey Shore, and the Delaware Water Gap area of PA. I detest Florida, as beautiful as it is - it is so hot !

SO anyhow back to the beauty. Since moving where I have moved, when I have time I explore the back roads. During one of my exploration sessions I came upon a nature preserve I never knew existed. 350 acres of absolutely untouched wilderness 5 minutes away from my house. I drove by many times and two weeks ago was doing the same and decided .. today is the day.

I went in and it was so beautiful I spent 2 hours walking the paths. I was very careful but found ticks on me anyhow when I got out which was very dismaying because I would spend every Sunday morning there if I had the time.

It took me back to my dad telling me that his father used to go fishing at lakes in the area and I felt positive he had been there 100 years before me. I felt close to him - close to nature and just felt so peaceful in general and in total awe of how beautiful it all is.

The sad thing is that less than a mile away the town of Riverhead has approved the building of an indoor ski mountain vacation park with an indoor water park also. We have a water park and we are about 2 hours from decent skiing and 4 from good skiing. Who needs this mountain ? No one I have talked to wants the darn thing.

Building this resort so close to the Preserve will affect its well being. It saddens me because aside from the ticks... it is a wonderful place to walk and bring children so they can see what the island used to be like.

I pray that the park is never built. I pray that someone helps to just buy the land they want to put the park on and save it. The area is a major aquifer and is part of the pine barrens which are supposed to be kept untouched. What the hell is the use of designating acerage as pine barrens if you build a monster park that is going to affect it in a very negative way. Makes NO sense .. but then these things never do...

Here are some glimpses of my paradise, click on the link .. this video was created by a local man who is fighting to save the area and the lands which are so beautiful...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=wJJAkOB7Ln8

 

Happy Sunday .. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoo

 

 


Saturday, June 07, 2008

Storys of my Demise have been Greaty Exaggerated

LOL.... Yes I am still around. I do not really get time to write that much lately though. I usually spend my time trying to paint and do beading and read books and attempt ( ha ha ha ) to keep the mess in the house to a dull roar.

I am enjoying work, I did transfer to a building that is more of a day hab. I work with those who have severe mental and physical handicaps. I love it. the one downside is it is very physical and in the beginning my back was killing me every single day. I am getting more used to it. I still have to be very careful and I use oils and creams to help my back warm up before work and recover over night.  I am so amazed at how fast my body has acclimated to it. My biggest probem is exhaustion, I cannot deny the fact that I am over 50 now and my diabetes takes its toll also . This year my arthritis really kicked in with a vengeance.. and thank God it seems like the warm weather is here because the aches are not nearly as bad as they were during the winter. Its a no win situation, I detest sweating LOL I detest arthritic pain ... which do I choose !!

I love what I do .. I am overworked and underpaid and I have stepped into the work force of so many people and am feeling their pain. All of this has been such an eye opener to me  and I learning so much about everything.

I had always been blessed with working with something I knew, so this is also different in it has been a huge lesson in learning a lot in a very small amount of time ..and also learning to be able to think on my feet faster than ever before.

It has been a huge bowl full of all types of challenges ...just keeping my head above water to still be 'ME' has been one of the hardest things of all... but I am coping and am happy ...

More to come

Happy Weekend !! xcoxooxoxoxoxo


Sunday, December 09, 2007

Yes I Am Still Here !

I have simply taken some time off to grow and adjust and search and do and play and be creative etc....

While I was away I decided I was going to change the format of this page .. so I will be doing that when I have some time ... I have SO Much less to say about my life LOL .. isn't it about time !  I turned 50 this year and I am so looking forward to my golden years... still having to work .. like so many .. but happy - struggling but happy and working at being More creative ....

Love to you ALL out there whoever still comes around .. you have been on my mind !!

Love and Caring .. xoxoxoxo carolyn xooxoxxo

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